So today, I experienced my own little miracle and I just feel like I
need to share.
So, as some of you know, I've been experiencing some pretty scary
symptoms lately that we don't have an explanation for. Thinking it
could be neurological, my doctor referred me out to have an MRI
of the brain and cervical spine. I was told I'd likely have to wait
four months for the MRI. It ended up being scheduled for February
10th. Last night, in a moment of sadness, feeling like I had hit rock
bottom; I decided to try to pray and basically just yelled at God and
told him that I needed him to show up because it's really been
feeling like he's not here at all. I bawled my eyes out and just felt so
hopeless and stressed about having to wait so long to get some
answers. I ended up flipping through my bible a little and then
going to bed.
This morning, I woke up and there was a leaf on my pillow. The
same leaf that is usually tucked in my bible pages at Psalm 23 (The
Lord is my shepherd..etc.). I thought this was maybe a coincidence
but either way, slightly comforting. As I was heading out the door
later, I got a call from the hospital. They were calling to confirm
my MRI for this Saturday. I made her check and double check
because my appointment was scheduled for February. She came
back on after talking to the doctor and said that they decided this
morning to take all day Saturday to do MRIs and my appointment
was in fact, this Saturday. In three days. Not three months.
I know to some, this may seem just coincidental but to me, this is
the moment that has started to restore my faith that God is still here
and he still cares. I no longer have to wait three long months that
would have been filled with stress and worry.
hopeless and darkest moments; God still cares. He hears you.